Dude, I'm doing this. And I'm slightly terrified. The what-ifs are just a-rattling around my head.
What if KayTar has an episode when I am supposed to be in class?
What if she gets super sick?
What if she has to go to the hospital?
What if we have to be inpatient for testing again?
What if when I have weeks like this, I get way behind in my work?
What if my head explodes and it makes a mess all over my computer screen?
But then I think, I WANT this. I am committed. I can make it happen. I can push through this, right?
And I think the answer is yes.
PS: The KayTar had a rough night last night. She drank! (YAY!) And she peed! (YAY!) But she also coughed until she gagged for most of the night. Her daddy finally went to sleep in her bed with her at about 12:30 and she fell asleep sometime after. This morning she woke up and said, "Hurt my head!" and couldn't deal with any of the lights being on. She guided me to my bed and asked to be put in it and she promptly fell back asleep and is still sleeping as I write. She's still rough around the edges for sure, but she's taken in enough fluid that I feel safe we aren't headed to the hospital in the imminent future. [insert huge sigh of relief here]
PPS: I hear it is also delurking day, so if you are out there being a lurky lurker, say hi. Pretty please?